Having been up since three a.m., i am now able to relax and unwind. How blssful it is that my parents have gone away for a few days: A smoke free atmosphere with just the cats to disturb me.

Work goes well when I am happy. The jobs i do are all intertwined, so that they all feed each other in some way. Managing to erect a market first thing in the morning, twice a week, at least gives me a little breathing room as far as my outlay goes. It's a blooming healthy thing to do! I tell ya, to shift  more...

Having been up since three a.m., i am now able to relax and unwind. How blssful it is that my parents have gone away for a few days: A smoke free atmosphere with just the cats to disturb me.

Work goes well when I am happy. The jobs i do are all intertwined, so that they all feed each other in some way. Managing to erect a market first thing in the morning, twice a week, at least gives me a little breathing room as far as my outlay goes. It's a blooming healthy thing to do! I tell ya, to shift the heavy iron frames into position for and hour and a half takes some focus...but little brains. It's a workout without any karma...genius.
But it has, in the past, left me knackered. I feel like this won't happen anymore, because of a good shift in my attitude.
It seems as though my aim was reached.
After sitting around/meditating/training, i had piano...damn! needa practice!
Lessons stopped some eighteen years ago when, as a surly teenager, "idon't want to do it anymore" came about.
I wish i could go back and do school again, now that i know how to learn/teach myself-which is alot to do with attitude.
So, after all this time, i am really really enjoying relearning the keyboard.
Work beconned after that. Employment is a precious thing. More so when you respect the people one works for. Pam spent two years in a Japanese monastary, as a guest of the abbess. You will not meet a more openminded person, than in Pam. I learn alot by being near this wise person. I also profer her reflexology treatments, to my great financial gain.
But the money is not why i do it: I am very good at switching my ego into sleep mode, so that another can have my full attention. This is why it is difficult to be lonely, and my cats can only ever, sort of understand this.
Still, there have been worse times. I don't have many problems and those i do have i can get round real easy.
After work i pottered into town to shop for groceries and bike lights-got neither, but saw some of the market folk with whom I pass the time with.
Then home to rest for a mite before heading back into town to take the market stalls down. It gives me a ravenous appetite and a body workout.
After food, i'm usually not fussed about much. But tonight! i can watch t.v. and a movie without the room being swamped by toxic cigarette smoke...my parents are sweet natured, just addicted and boring!
Hi de hi. At least i have them still and can love the idiots. Love them, love them, love them...